Lost

I feel so lost. I didn't sleep well last night at all. I just want to curl up and sleep and never wake up again. I want to cry. I don't know if it's going to be OK. I let too many people in. Maybe they weren't the right ones. I made a mistake. I am sorry. Will you forgive me? All of you? One of you? I wish I knew.

"We'll see." I don't know. I just don't know.